Coffee and Coffee Energy Drinks. Must get on normal person schedule!

I'm fighting with myself to get to a regular routine of sleeping, I'm determined next week to land a job. I know things exactly don't work that fast, but damn it, I want it. I want it bad. It's best if I start earlier in the morning with my hunt, so I'm trying to stay awake for the majority of the day while having been up all night. It's quite a task when you are me whose such a night owl to do this, and I have no idea how I'll pull it off even if I dope myself up on the good stuff. Maybe a small nap during the day, but that's all. The rest of the day? For me, Coffee and Coffee Energy Drinks (I Love You Starbucks and Keurig Machine. Also if you are reading, Debra and Curtis Brown for gracing me and your son with a fantastic Keurig Brewer for Christmas! )

Here's hoping to all the snow melting away rather quickly, I still haven't been able check the status of my poor little Sunfire. Though the sun has just rose, so it's early yet! But with so much snow I'm sure it'll take more than today for everything to clear. Just as long as it's not in my way tomorrow, I need a job, I need money. If only I were in L.A. and could sell a script for a shilling or two of dough. Ah well.

Speaking of scripts, I've come to realize that writing my own version of Doctor Who (which yes, I'm doing, just for fun and practice. Great ideas for it as well, to toot my own horn again and yes, it's not British. Which is sacrilege and as a Doctor Who mega fan I'm committing treason for that, but that's a story for a whole other blog post.) is going to be this massive undertaking, and of course knowing me, what do I do?

I think of making it even more of a massive undertaking by not getting other writers to help me along! Right now, I'm only hoping (if I get other writers) to write 1.1, 1.2, 1.5, and 1.12/1.13. (Which is the "season" finale. Keeping the British Format. It just works.) HOWEVER, I got to thinking, I've created such a lovely cast of characters in my companion and her surrounding crew of misfits that I have such a distinct way of how I I want her and The Doctor to sound together and when you throw other people into that it gets muddled and I feel like I'd end up stepping on others toes and rewriting scenes and dialogue in their scripts if I didn't like them.

Yes, I know that show-runners do this all the time in the biz, but this is a fan undertaking between fans and normal every day people. It's just too strenuous on relationships and I'd feel terrible tracking down Doctor Who/Sci-Fi fans who were actually bold enough like me to try something so dangerous within the fanbase as an American Doctor Who for fun, and then changing their lines of dialouge/more. So I'm stuck with the thinking? Do I search out others and then step all over their toes? Or do I just do it all myself and kill myself in the process?

-sigh- Decisions. -sigh- Job woes. -sigh- Such is life. However? The one thing that hopefully won't let me down to day? Coffee. Sweet glorious coffee.